I'm alive...

I'm alive. The ct scan found no evidence of metastatic cancer. I still wake up some mornings in disbelief.. But I'm quick to remind myself I have prayed for this miracle, and so I thank God for another day. I'm alive. I am alive. I have prayed, endured the chemo and I am alive. Today, I was thinking about my life one year ago. I was going to oncology rehab, exercising and preparing for the Alaska Run for Women. It was only a 1 mile walk but I wanted to make sure I could do it. Chemo made me tired. I got wore out easily and my strength was minimal. There were times I held my grandbaby and i would hurt so much I would have to give him to someone else. One year is not that long ago. I'm doing the same event this weekend but this year I feel more alive than ever. My goodness... I'm alive.