Riding in my car... (truck)

How is it that folks driving on the busy streets of Anchorage think they are invisible.  Now really, is Northern Lights BLVD really the place on earth you would choose to  PLUCK YOUR EYEBROWS, PUT ON NAIL POLISH or PICK YOUR NOSE.  Apparently in the confines of your car you may feel safe to do so, but really... there is a world of people around you looking in... REALLY

Skipping chemo

Today I was running a fever and my blood test show I was low in a couple areas. But REALITY CHECK... I can skip a round of chemo... It's like having a snow day or winning a great hand in poker.... I am thankful!

Now on to the real world... I want to dye my hair blue... Even it it means later that I have to shave it off.. Here is another reality check moment. Dying my hair blue makes no sense! As a 45 year old, it may even look stupid.. But if you know me then know this - I'm ok with all that. Life is short, and I should have done this 20 years ago..

When the weather hits below -0-

As a child growing up in Alaska playing outside was a daily activity.   Dressing warm was just common sense.  As an adult with cancer, we are talking about a whole new ball game...  My chemo treatments leave me with skin that tingles with the first sign of cold air.  My throat tightens slightly and makes me cough, which makes throwing up a slight possibility.  My toes and hands are going numb and the cold just adds to my discomfort.  But enough whining, I am Eskimo I should be able to handle the cold or maybe not.

At the first sign of temps dropping below zero, why is it I freeze?  Literally freeze, like hibernation mode is the only escape route.  Curling up with a warm blankie (yes I said blankie), wool socks and slippers within easy access is a good thing.   Fleece is another option to consider, with layers upon layers of clothing that doesn't match is a unattractive yet "oh so desirable".

Venturing outside is an event to avoid when ever possible.  The reality check is this.... who wants to freeze anyway?  Is this a sign of weakness?  I think not.  To venture outside is for those hardy souls who want to experience the real Alaska.  Growing up here leaves me to think.... "been there, done that... no need to do it again..." I am Eskimo but in reality staying toasty warm has its perks too.